pslam 63:5

"I will be content as if I had eaten the best foods. My lips will sing, and my mouth will praise you."

Contentment. Life is what is dealt to you. What you do with it after that...is your decision.

can't someone amazing just enter my life and fall in love with me? just a thought!

How do you prevent yourself from breaking your own heart? Is it possible to love and hate someone at the same time? Why the pain? It's all my fault anyway....this is what happens when you believe in something....that will never happen. Blah blah blah...time to hang my heart back up and lock the key. Would that make up for the pain? or just make it hurt worse?

I'm so freakin' excited! I'm moving out into my own appartment tenatively on October 11th/13th!!! I couldn't be more thrilled! I've been waiting for this for so long, and it will be so amazing to have my own space and get to decorate and all that jazz! Have people over you name it! Maybe I'll even get a cat...haha...that won't happen for awhile, but I could if I wanted to! hehe Anyways...I'm starting to get little things here and there for it, and I have some stuff. It's just the big stuff that will end up killing me. I need furniture bad. And I don't want to get cheap(quality) stuff, because I'd like it to last me awhile...so I think I'm gonna check out furniture row and their no interest 'til 2010 deal. That would pretty much be freakin' amazing! I just can't believe it! I'm so freakin' pumped! WWWAAAAHHHHOOO! O.k...that's all. If anyone has ideas on how to get nice but inexpensive furniture...let me know!